otaku490:

lonewolfed-deactivated20160722:

Why did you do this to us, Derek? Was this all about the power? Were you bored?

#derek!feels are the worst feels of all the feels #tw #maybe #maybe i thought my entire family was dead because of me #one of them was #literally #maybe i couldn’t be alone with my guilt and pain and anger anymore #maybe i couldn’t handle feeling betrayed and tricked by the woman i thought i loved #maybe i couldn’t carry the guilt of killing the girl i was in love with when i was a teenager #maybe i felt tired of being on my own with no one to care about me or look after me #maybe i needed someone to give me purpose again #to have a reason to get up in the morning #maybe i needed someone to look up to me and respect me and make me feel powerful #maybe i needed to be needed #maybe i needed a sense of security and stability again #maybe i needed a family #/laughs #/cries #/drives off a cliff (via alphavenger)